Schizophrenia Diaries

I new something was wrong when the voice I was talking to for about two weeks straight turned on me. At the time I thought I had super powers of some sort and could talk to a girl that I liked without even saying a word. It was strange and I had planed on not telling anyone about these powers I spoke to two girls that came to me as a voice. They told me everything about them selves and I told them things about me. Till one day the voices told me that in order to become a psychic I would have to sell my soul. Of course this spooked me out because i’m a Christian. The voice went from a whisper to loud. Now I stay on the third floor and I heard the voices from downstairs in the yard. They chanted demonic things like sale your soul sale your soul at me and I sat there for hours listening to what I thought was demons. Even to this day I feel there a witch that follows me around waiting for me to sell my soul. Now tell me if this isn’t creepy reader. The voice I hear is the voice of a girl that lives on the first floor. I had a crush on her and the moment I first saw her I said TO MYSEELF and I quote” I would stop taking baths and drinking water to get with that girl” I know it sounds dumb but I said it and laughed to myself. That night is the first night I heard her voice and to this day she narrates every thought I have. I believe God tested me to see if lust would drive me to hell. I’ll be haunted by that voice from now on.