I always had had some type of schizophrenia with me even when I was small. Schizophrenia is something like, I have a teacher she has magic powers. She can follow me around in other people like spiruatlly. She has other grown up freinds that know me and is at my school as students pretending to be (don’t know why they are there). They all know what I am doing when I’m justing thinking etc and they are professionals in different professions like psychologists. But when I was small it can only occur once every 4 years or so and to a period of one week or one hour etc. It was something like oh people can hear my thoughts or I can talk in my head at a buffet becuase they can hear. People are following me around inside other people. These thoughts still persist today.
In middle school I meet a teacher I admired a lot. I liked her and in my head I was LIke saying in my head, related to a star wars book I read, for some reason ” I want to be your apprentice,” I thought I was going crazy then. I also thought other people, students, that teacher and other teachers can also know what was going on with me psychically like I don’t do anything physical or talk but do soemthing in my mind and they know. Like thinking of a fat man jiggling and they would laugh.
Then in high school When I came back to america I felt like that teacher was following me around. Then all the other stuff above happens and I started talking to myself, talking incoherentaly or jumble stuff up, talk randomly. Then I felt like people can scan my brian like a cat scan ,the teacher’s frends and students, because they knew I was going crazy since they were psychologists. I met with a psychiatrist the year after it started to become an episode in high school. But I refused to take medicine I didn’t know anything about schizophrenia then. Then I fought with my mom in january 2007 and the police sent me to a psychiatric hospital for hurting others.
Everything been going on the same for me, but they follow me more or the same, and I interpert messages in church as messages talking about the people in my delusions. like you should ask the right way or Gob ” my teacher” won’t do what you say or accept you etc.
So thats my story!! 
I do well in school 3.0 at least in GPa is a senior going to graduate, It doesn’t take my attention away from learning and schoolwork, only it goes on while I’m at school or with other people also with my mom. but it doesn’t “really(UNKOwn)” distract me. I think. and I will get a job go to college graudate get a job, lead a normal life, and do what others will do in their life.
I will not sit on welfare. not that its bad of course.
