The Beginning of a new month, and find out that I was dianosed with shizophrenia. I never thought that i would be 1 of 100 people that would ever get it.
Its so weird waking up and not really knowing where I am, not knowing whos around me, seeing things that arent really there, and hearing things that are in my head but arent infront of me or connected to electronic. I thought and I didnt know what was next. I have more then shizophrenhia really set me to thinking if I really had something to wait for next. I was told that it could be cured, but it would be still there, it just takes time getting used to, and actually living with it. I am 14 years old. I have bipolar, paranoia, shizophrenhia, and its my main problem well one of them, I never know what to do. Feeling so afraid of going anywhere alone, and afraid to talk to people.
Shizophrenia, it feels like its taken over me, and who I am as a person.
It takes a lot of courage to talk about your problems. It’s okay to be afraid, lots of people are….but it is not the end of the world.
You will be okay.
Keep pushing on, and keep working on your mind and overcome what you are dealing with.
There are plenty of support groups, and people who are going through exactly what you are… it will be okay.
You are a very courageous kid and have no reason not to be afraid I know exactly what your talking about I hate sitting in a room or house all by myself because of the voices and hallucinations that come to me every so often, but you can get through it and if you need someone to talk to just email me at Krownsk8er69@aol.com